SOMETIMES

Sometimes i get overwhelmed by my accolades and laurels, sometimes i feel like i have performed below par and it is never a good feeling, sometimes i fail to understand myself, not really comprehading and figuring out what i stand for, sometimes i feel very sophisticated let alone complicated, sometimes i wish to be referred a simpleton really advocating for humbleness, sometimes i betray my self made rules, sometimes am misunderstood, sometimes am not the best friend, sometimes i feel like giving up, sometimes i feel over ambitious sometimes i feel like am taken for granted sometimes am bogged down by anxiety, sometimes i love love sometimes i hate it, sometimes i best exhibit my strengths in my lowest moments.. … Am just human and all in all am proud of being the best i can ever be.